yeah.. i knoww.. i knoww.. love isnt suck. is it ? but for me hell yeahh shitt.. its suck. it make my life complicated. it make my heart hurt like shit. i've never feel this thing. its like a needle poke my heart. love make people live like a fairytale. wake up people.. !! you're in reality.. love is undefined.. i knoww. people out there. which is reading my blog. i know u disagree. i mean the people who is in love.. maybe i dont really love someone like u do love ur boyfriend/girlfriend. because i had someone that loved me so much but i cant give my love to him. because im not love him more than friend. i tried. but it wasnt good enough. so, we were separated on our own way. i know its all my fault because i gave a big hope. but im sorry. i know he would not forgive me. so, why this is happen ? why when someone in a relation or in love.they are uncontrol.they just forget everything including their best friends. but can do anything or remember every single thing what is happen to their love. okay. fine. u can divide ur time with friends and ur love. but come on !! you're the one said that bff is more wayyy important others. but hell shit yoo ! u just only can say it not doing it . dont u realise that? i dont think so.ohh, maybe im so childish or immature because i dont even knw every single thiing about LOVE. yeah. probably kan ? because i had couple before . yeah once and it was like a month. so, thats why i dont even know abt love. i didnt say that i want to be lesbo. because im sick of love.. noo !! im just think love sucks because love make people to be not themself. plus they just ignore people around them . so. thats pretty obvious . i mean in my life .my friends did that a lot.. and fyi, dont think that im so desperate to be in love or what . plus im not going to make a relationship in 2010. because i want to concentrate into study. yeahh. study is more important than everything. this stupid love just make my head ache and just like im walking in a broken glass. so, im going to lesbo in 2010. ahaha. no la.im just kidding.. i want to be NERD. ahhaa. :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

5:33 AM

i dont want talk much because im so speechless. why im speechless. ? only me know why it happened and please dont ask me. sometimes we cant tell something to people eventhough we really do want to.. yeah, new year is coming up. and im right...

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8:34 PM

ohmygod !! eyh silap . ahaha ohmyAllah !! :) nanti amir marah.ohmyALLAH.ohmyAllah !! haahhaha guesss what ?? MILD SEVEN !! finally ! came to my way.. ahhhh....omgomg. eyh silap lagi. ohmyAllah. ohmyAllah !! he's so cutee !! ahaha. az usual. he always with his friend.. his friend ask me where is the poker card while him go at the back take a drink.. so, im chit chat with his friends. and at the same time. i hold my dslr camera. and his friend . wow, nice camera. then i said . aww, thank you.. actually i nk amik gambar mild seven.. ahaha. then nk amik tapi takut dia perasan..pastu kan. dia senyum kat i.. ahh.. pstu kan ada kakak kedai dia dtg. pastu dia kenal mild seven.. fuuuhh.. ahahaha :) then dh byr semua2.. pastu. i amik la gambar dia dr belakang. and this is the look. ahahha i knw im not a great photographer.. ahahha. but hell shit. at least i ada . ahhaahha. tinggi kan dia ?? ahhaha

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

1:08 AM

yeahh.. finally doe ! i bought dslr camera.. CANON EOS 450D. how cool is that huh ?? ahahahha at first. amani and i met pu3 at starbucks and pu3 late like half an hour ? hmm. so well. i dont care much. then we went to toilet. make over ourself and blablabla.. then we decided to go to carl jr. but then pu3 and amani dont want eat there. coz the price way expensive. so, we decide to go mcdonald since the time is at lunch time.. so, we unfortunately met dinesh and the geng. so we hi hi hi and chat chat and bye bye.. but then pu3 want to eat popia. so. we went to the popia first then we go to mcdonald. so, at first. im the one who wants to eat mcdnald while amani and pu3 save our place. so, suddenly, amani came to me and said she wants to eat mcdonald too. so, i said okay then. after that. while waiting the food. on my left side. there was one banglaa.and amani whispr to me to look at his hand. then i saw. ewwww.grosss.. ahahhaa. he's hair hand colour is white.. hahahha.. then grrrr.. thank god our food is earlier than him. so, we go first and sit at our place.. then. pu3 said to me. hey look there . so. i looked the place that pu3 told me. and WOW SHITT !! there were two fucking hot guy !! ahhaa. actually i just noticed one guy. but then went i sat to my place. then i realised that there were two guys actually. one with long hair and another one is with short hair. so. at first , all of us had crush on long hair.. but then when i realised there was a short hair. so, i change my mind. i want the short hair. then.. pu3 want to follow me. and she said she wantt the short hair jugakk.. erghh.. so, we like whatever laa.. ohh yeahh.. before that kan.. after i dgn amani amik our meal. then we straight to the sauces side. then i saw pu3 then i put our meal at the table. then after that i go to wash my hand. then when i came back . pu3 said. kita duduk kat sana la. then i tgk la. tgk2 dkt dgn mamat dua ekor tu. ahaha and amani dh pegang our meal and sit at them. diorg duduk tempat yg mcm bar tu.. so. i mcm huh ? x nak arr duduk dgn diorg. lagi worst karang.. ahahha. then amani dh duduk sebelah mamat tu dh. then i ckp kat sini je laa. then kitrg gelak2.. pastu. x jadi la kitrg duduk sebelah 2 mamat tu.. ahaha. buat malu jee. ahhaa.then, we sat at our place back. then, usha2 diorg la apa la.pastu ada bangla nie pandang sbb kitrg gelak2. hek ele.. sepak karang.. hahaa.. pastu. afiq and faris dtg. hahaa. pelik. cam ner dia tahu kitrg kat mcd.. ahaha. but then masa tu. kitorg dh habis mkn semuaa... then. dh habis mkn semua.. terus pegi ke canon punya tempat. then beli camera.. CANON EOS 450D. yeayy !! woohooo. ahahhaa.then pegi coffe bean... borak2 mcm org giler.. then. jumpa dinesh laa. pastu ajak pergi arcade. pastu amani dgn pu3 pon pegi laaaaaaaaa.... then just tinggal i,cammy,afiq and faris.. yg x nk bla nye.. rupa2nyee.. amani dgn tidak sengaja nye. terjumpa AMIR !! arghhhh.. tapi diorg x tahuu..untill chat dkt msn.. arghh. geram gilerr. ahhaa.. hmm. but what to do. i dekat coffee bean kan . but dekatt coffee bean tadi amik gambar la.buat lawak la. then mak cammy belanja minum. hahha. rugi je beli tadi.. ahha then afiq dgn fariz jual mahal.. ahaha. kata x pyh la auntie, dh minum la apa laa.. ahaha.but then mak cammy belijugakk.. hahhaa.. npastu diorg malu2 nk minum dpn mak cammy. pastu bila mak cammy dh bla. baru nk minum sampai habis.. ahahha. lawaklaaa.. then... x lama mcm tu. amani and pu3 dtg. then dudk jap. then jalan2 pegi jusco and balik. masa balik tu. tgh jalan. tiba2 ada motor lalu dan. org kat belakang tu bye2 kat kitrg. igt kan sape. rumpa2 nye afiq. hahahahahaha... comel je.. amani kata mcm atuk comel. ahahahah. lawak doeeee

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12:58 AM

only one week .. yeahh.. that's right. only 1 week for holiday. damn shit.. and hell yeah. im going to be 17 PLUS candidate of spm.. and shit i've never study for the whole holidays. i know..... and im totally forgot what i've learn in form 4..i mean not all but almost..and i dont have any reference books. so, i ask my mom to buy the reference books and my mom said okay. but still. she didnt buy the books. hmm. what to do. maybe she's forgotten . so. next year. i want to be serious . i dont want to ponteng kelas or whatever. espeacially for the addtional subjects. plus. i really dont know whether i want drop chemistry or not. because seriously i told u.... i didnt understand at all what is chemistry is about.but if i drop chemistry. pn satver will like shit. i mean she will like why u drop?blablablablablabla.. and i dont want to hear that..plus if i drop chemistry. i'd like take science subject. so its still have chemistry there but not so deep like we do. but i dont know if i can take like that. because pn satveer.. again.... she said that we cant do like that anymore blablablabla... but i dont know if that wasnt true or not. coz u know. maybe she just want us to take the chemistry. coz we're science stream..and all the teachers depends on us.. so.. u knoww.......... hmm.. so, im confusing now..

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7:01 PM

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6:33 AM

watafak watafak watafak watafakkkkk !!!! argh. im soo soo soo depress arghh !! the person that i really admire. i mean not really but still.. guess what? he IS SMOKER .. SHIT SHIT SHIT AND SHITTO !! i seriously thought that he's really a good boy , a nice guy. i mean eventhough he's quite an arrogant . but I DIDNT expect at all that he IS A SMOKER !! F to the U to the C to the K !! im not lying okay ? i just saw him and his friend sat on the chair and watching football/soccer and drink some water. and i just realised he was there. and i really shocked and suprised because i didnt see him quite long. so hell yeah .. but suddenly, he took something on his pocket and i realised that it was a box of cigarette. and he took out a cigarette from the box and put the cigarette on his lip and borrow his friend lighter and fire up the cigarette.then, and i was like he IS A SMOKER ?!!!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!? my heart is broken into pieces when i looked at him smoke. hmmm.. seriously, i want take his picture BUT I DONT HAVE ANY CAMERA !! shitto.. if u look at his face. u'll say his really cute,nerd,kind,quiet and his face didnt looks like A SMOKER AT ALL.. and u never think he'll smoke. then, after the football match is finish. they came to my way. his friend quite friendLy with me. then, his friend want a MILD SEVEN cigarettes and we had a few cit cat and his friend teasing me like as usual. then HIM ??? eating banana like SHIT ! and i look at him like a shit too !! *evil laugh* arghh.. im really NOT admire him at all.... !!! but he's waayyy tall plus cutee ! but then ??!!! erghhhhh

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

5:32 AM

WELL, im going turn 17 in august'10. watafak ? SPM beb ! adoii.. erghh. so, spm is more important than everything. REMEMBER than people !so, this the list that i want to do when 2010 is coming..

1. i want be nerd


2. MUST do all the homeworks


3. go tuition !!


4. be serious


5. revise whatever teacher had tought in the class before sleep


6. no coke ! because it will make my brain weak


7. no relationship alllowed


8. camera dslr !


9. keep my money until rm3k


10. i want to be expert in english


11. no more failed in exams


12. dont want to check it out people


13. be more independent


14. i want to be smart


15. meet jonas brothers


16. maybe new handphone ?


17. want a real bff . perhaps

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

8:24 PM

im soo mad at her. she act like she dont know anything. but the reality is she's the one who made thing worst AND WORST.. plus she didnt realize what had she done to us ? she always spend her time with her bf. and when we ask her out. she said she cant cause working and bla bla bla. but when her bf ask her out. BOOM !! at the same time she'll ask her manager to give her cuti. so. who is the fucking now ?? and then when we chatting in msn and talk about the day that we'll going to shopping or what. she'll said. i dont know about this or u guys x ajak i pon. padahal. kitrg dh ajak dh. and dia tu buat2 lupaa. mcm siot je kan ?? and plus she always talk like a monkey. at first, she ask me out this 28 dis. for shoppiing. and im so excited laa. but then the next day i ask her. abt this 28 dis. guess what ? she said ermm idk. not sure. x confirm lagi la semua la.. and i pon watafak ?!! dia yg ajak then dia yg x confirm.. mula2 iye2 je nk pergi semua. then today. dia ajak us pegi LAGOON with her bf.. when ? 28 dis !!! watafak again !! hello, 28 dis is my happiest day ever cause i'll going to buy dslr camera .. and she's not with me? i mean she's not shar the happiness with me ? and go to her bf ?? yeah yeahh !!! her bf is MORE important than BEST FRIENDS right ?? so GO AHEAD !! IM SICK OF YOU AND ALL YOUR STUPID DRAMA

p/s: im soo mad at her but i still love her :/

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

1:22 AM

this is all AMIR fault !! he's such a jerk :( actually he's not. but after what he done to me. erghh ! guess what ? me,amir,amani,hafiz and shahril made a convo. then suddenly amir said eyh, tgk nie.(he gave a url ) i masuk tv... then. i was like really ? oh okay jap i tgk.. then BOOM !!!!! a scary plus stupid ghost appear exactly in front of my face !! and there was a scream sound. the stupid fucking sound that i've ever heard in entire of my life !! its sooo soo soo sooo.. idk. i cant describe how fucking freaking i am . thank god that. when i opened the url that he gave me. there was no customer came in . only kak erna je ada. so. kak erna pon terkejut and ckp eyh knp tu ika ? suara apa tu ? and dh la i bukak my sound 100% and my laptop sound is a theater sound. hmmm.. lagi la kan ? mmg sumpah kuat giler and macam nk tercabut my jantung. sumpah ! its like malaikat jibrail mmg nk cabut but then x jadi . mmg sumpah i cakap arr.. mmg seram. dh laa that time mcm pukul 3am something. then, i marah la si amir kata dia bodo la amir nie semua. then yg xnk bla nye. dia buat2 BLURR. eyh ?eyh? kenapa kaka ? kenapa ? poyo jeee :/ then mintak maaf la semua laa.. hmm i xde mood nk maaf kan dia.. tggu my kemarahan reda..

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9:53 PM

day 1

hmm. i thought we(my family) will going to our village in melaka. so,hell yeah. i just brought a simple shirt because u know. org sana mana la suka pakai bj yg unik2 sikit. so, i just brought shirts. so, our journey started. and while want to go to melaka. bapak jammed weii !! we just sit in the car and dgr lagu2 klassic fm =_= . then, my dad sang a song like a hell.. igt suara sedap la tu. adoii. then, afterr we arrived at the melaka. my dad want to find a hotel. so, i was like we dont go to our village ? then my dad said later on. then i was like okayy .whatever dad .. then now, we are at bandaraya melaka. actually we want to sleep at hotel equatorial. so, my dad go to the lobby to ask if there still have a room for us. so, while my dad go to lobby.while my sister and i are check it out hot guys .. wootwoot.. ahhhaa. suddenly, my dad came and said the hotel is full. so, i was like damn shit., dh la kat hotel tu byk org hot.. grrrr. so, after an hour. finally we found a hotel. the hotel name's holiday inn . if im not mistaken laa. so, when we want to bring our things to our room. there's a guy. the housekeeping. in the backside. he look hot. and he's hair is exactly like nick jonas. grrr. then i told my sis about that. that my sis was like ewwwww.. then i said to her eh, hot laa. tgk tu mcm nick jonas .. then my sis said. tapi muka dia ewww. then i said la i dont care about his look. then suddenly, when he turn around... ewwwwww.. hahahaa... buruk giler !! ahhaa. then my sis laughed at me and recommend me at him. at him so perasan. and smirked at me. and i was like ewwwww... ahahahaha :) then after we keep our thing in our room. we went to menara taming sari. perghh ! we need to que like shit. because of we want to naik the menara. so like an hour we line up. suddenly, yeay ! our turn ! well, not really excited , though. because its just onlyy like 5 min and finished. and we were like hek ele. bapak sekejap. nasib baik x mahal tcket dia. then around 11pm. we went to the food court. because we are so hugry that time. so, after arrived at the food court. i see alot of people and there's no place to sit and suddenly, i saw a "strategic place " hehehe :) so, i told my folks to sit at my strategic place. then my folks said okay. then,after we got the place. my dad asked us what do we want to eat. and at first i said i dont want. but suddenly, i saw infront of me there are 3 guys and im so attractive to one of them and he is going to order at the one of the shop at the food court. so, i quickly said to my dad. that i want to eat. so, my dad said okay.order yourself. and i said okie dokie. hahaha. then i go to the shop that the guy that im so attractive tu. and he said to the owner of the shop " can i get this one?err nasi ayam ? " then i was like ahhhh.. then i said to the owner"err,kak! nasi ayam satu eyh ? eyh ? " then kakak kedai tu said to me " amboi, ikut dia nampak ." then i said" ahaha . mana ada. dia yg ikut saya adalah.." ahahaaa:) then thatt kakak just laughed and make our nasi ayam. while waiting my nasi ayam. i mean OUR nasi ayam. ahahha. im standing exactly beside him. and as usual. i love to compare my height with other. and checked !! he's taller than me. woohoo ! ahhaa :) and checked ! he has a dimple on his left cheeck.. and checked ! he's cute !! hhaha. suddenly, my sis came to me. and i was like. erghh minah nie menyibuk jee.. then my sis grinning at me and point her finger at that cute guy. and i raising my eyebrows twice. and my sis push me at him. and i an accidentally push him. and he look at me. and i said ohh sorry2,this is her fault! not me and pointing at my sis. and he said ohh,its okay . i dont mind actually. then i was like. ewwaahhh. dont mind plak.. ahahaha.. then i want to kena balik my sis. i said to that guy. actually she wants to flirt with u but she too shy.. then that guy look at my sis and smiled at my sis was like malu2.. then suddenly, i didnt realised that. there's one guy which is his bestfriend beside him. and said you or her actually want to flirt with him huh?huh ? then i want to cover myself i just said ewwwwww!! then both of them laughing. ahahaha :) then our nasi ayam arrived. and we sit to our place.and while eating my nasi ayyam. im still not satisfied what my sis did to me just now. i want to pay back. and suddenly there are a group of nigga2. then i said to my sis" baby, tgk tu. nigga2!hahaha.baby punya!pilih la mana satu. semua hot hot ! the baby said ewwww ! then after we finish ate our food. the nigga2 want to sit at our place. since there's no place to sit anymore. so my sis makan so lembap. and she still eating. and the nigga2 dh berdiri kat belakang. sbb tunggu kitrg bla.. then, after that, the nigga2 mcm suka at my sis. at one of them said to my sis bye2. and my sis. senyum je. i pon apa lagi.. took her hand at waved at them and said bye2 ! ahahaha :) then baby slapped my back. and ouchh ! ahaha its hurt. aahaha but worthh it,..padan muka ! ahaha

day 2

woke up around 10pm. hahaha. so late. and we rushed to bath our self and u know. i took an hour for shower myself. ahahha :P and around 12. we ate asam pedas.hmmm yumyum :) melaka is popular with asam pedas and at the same time it is my favourite food. and after that we went to the kubu a famosa. and that's the strategic place. ahaha. byk org cute miut. ahahha. actually my dad want me to ride a beca. and i said noo !! i already ride the beca before and i dont want. so, after arrived at kota a famosa. we took a lot of pictures. and my dad as usual love to take pictures. and his style when to take a picture like so proffesional but then? the camera mcm.. hmmmm yalle2.. ahaha.. and most the tourists use a dslr cmera. and im so fucking jealous !! ahahhaa :) and there's one family. mat salleh. their children soo cutee ! and their dad use a expensive dslr camera and i was liike woo0o00 !! then i teasing one of their children. and they love me ! hahaha LOL..and their son said to his dad " daddy,i want to take picture with her !! " and pointing his finger at me. and im soo blur. kenapa plak dia nk amik gamabr dgn aku ? then that boy told me to squat and put his hand around my shoulder and smile to the camera. and so do i. :D ahahha. so awkward :) lain kali x nk dh aku kacau anak mat salleh nie. ahaha. nasib baik la die cute. and tthe we go to mahkota pahlawan. shopping kat sana.. ahaha. and makan nasi lemak antarabangsa ,... sedap siot !! ahahahaa..

day 3

we slept at ayer keroh resort. and there's nothing much over there. just have swimming pool. tennis court and mini zoo.and all that. then after that baru kitorg balik kampung. but just sekejap je.. and then balik ke KL . okay habis :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

3:51 AM

hmm, today im working as usual and msn and chat with cammy and give her some advise and yeahh.suddenly,she's off9 because afiq call her. then suddenly around 2am the team sarawak. remember .? the guy which is his hair is brownish..hot laa. xkan x hot.. he came to myway and looking for pen a a4 paper but then. we are not sale a4 paper. so, he asked me"kak,ada jual a4 paper tak?" then i ckp la"ermm, tak " then dia mcm ohh okayy.then dia pon beli la an evelope yg mcm a4 paper. so, i brave myself and asked him " u nak kertas a4 paper berapa ?" the he said " nk 5 keping ke? " then " i said la " oh, i boleh bagi u kalau u nk la. nak tak ?" then dia pon jawab la " ohh, nak nak ! " then i pon bg la kertas a4 paper kat dia . then dia kata" eh kak, nk 3 je la " then i pon buat2 x dgr la.. then i bg je dia 5 keping. then bila nk byr. i ckp la thanks. then dia pon thankyouu..... then i mcm ahhhh.. comelnye dia.. ahahaha. tapi syg laa.. dia smoke. maybe ? becoz dia beli rokok dunhill sebelum nie. hmmmm.. apa2 pon dia cute ! ahaha :)

p/s im not kakak okay.please take note :P

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

2:55 AM

hey,today is the first time, i hang out with cammy . i mean maybe not the 1st time maybe the 2nd time because. we met at first at the battle of the band. remember ? then, afiq was there. and aishah,amani and khai. KHAI ? who's that .? hehehe.. aishah's FRIEND. oh yea almost forgot. arif. friend of afiq. he's really quiet and im so loud ! ahaha. :) we met at A@W then went to gas oline. while aishah met her old friend. and khai follow aishah. so,cammy suggest us to eat our lunch at gas oline because seems like we are not watching movie. so yeah ! well, this is my first time went to the gas oline. but their food is okay.. and we sit inside and we need to bersila. so, we order la our food and drinks. then, the waitress came and gave 2 coke. and i was like ????? who's coke is this? i mintak 100plus. then im so stupid. i ask cammy and amani."eyh,nie coke ke ? i mitak coke la bkn nie " then they laughed. then i just realised that. i ckp mcm monyet . pastu nk x nk kena la minum coke tuh. since xde org bg 100plus kan.. then i order tom yam fried rice. then amani punya je sampai. pastu, lama giler i tggu. tgk2 baru nk buat. adoii. apa laa. pastu. kitorg buat lawak laa. ahaha. amani main eye contact dgn arif. pastu pnadang i. pastu gelak.. ahahaha :) pastu i tgh ckp apa ntah. lepas tuh tiba2 je BURRRRP !!!!! dh la kuat giler. pastu semua gelak.. buat malu je.. ini la akibat minum coke berlebiihan .. ahaha :) lepas tu. aishah dtg. then si khai xde .. kata nye pegi solat.. wootwoot. ahahha :) lepas tu kawan aishah yg dtg. and muka mcm apa je. mcm x suka jee.hmm. then dia bgtau aishah yg diorg tggu luar. something like that..passtu borak2 then izzul and the geng dtg. then cammy kata "kaka,bf dtg kejap lagi" i kata la"sape?clone?" then cammy kata " tak la, izzul !" then i mcm. ya rabbi.. ahahahaaa.pastu afiq gelak je.thenn si izzul pon dtg. nasib baik kat luar je..hahaha. pastu jumpa syaddad and afif semua. then khai pon dtg. then aisha introduce la dia kat cammy semua. then byr then keluar. then, x tahu nk pegi mana. so jln la mcm org giler.then terserempak dgn org hot byk kali. ahaha. cute miut la. ahahah :) then cammy nk bg surat kat si afiq . then amani bg la. then afiq pegi toilet baca then panggil cammy nk jumpa... lama jugak laa. hampir half an hour. then,after that diorg keluar from the place tu la.. and i saw that afiq eyes berair and hidung merah,. looks like he just finish crying. while cammy is not. so i was freaking out. terbalik plak. hmm.. looks like afiq didnt accept cammy. but i knew all the story now. so, this friday.we'll see..

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2:18 AM

my top check list for finding mr right guy :-

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2:07 AM

hey !! ahaha . i cant believe that. i've been my blog triple a day !! ahaha :) btw, now the time is 5.00am . and just now there are one guy. he's nigga ! and he's wayy cool ! it doesnt mean that i like him ! i mean like him because he's funny ! and guess what ? he can speak malay !! and chinese ! and english ! obviously and also french and indonesia.. he's totally cool ! and he ask me. what's your name? then i said kaka :) and he was like kaka ? kaka is a cup ! and i was like ? huh ? aahahahha ! funny LOL :) and he tech me french language . and its so fucking hard. and yeah.. i like him !! ahaha. dont get me wrong ! okayy :)

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4:54 AM

hey ! im not finish my working yet. now the time is about 4.03am. remember my dream guy ? nope ? u should read my blog again . i mean the yesterday one :) read already ? ahhaa :) guess what ? ahaha :) i think he's not an arrogant person. :) because just a minutes ago, his friend and him bought a panadol . actuallyn his friend said to kak erna ( the person who's officially working at my way ) do u have a best medicine for headache ? then kak erna bg la panadol activefast dekat kwn dia . then they talk like japanese accent.. o0o0o0o0... org jepun rupanya !! ahahaha. but muka mcm tak ! ahaha :) and guess what again ? i see his smile !! ahahaha :) wow ! hahha cair kot :P ceh , ahaha. but i control laa.. i lyn his friend je. x lyn dia.. yela.. yesterday, i flirt dgn dia. dia x nk lyn kan ? amik kau ! ahaha :) LOL :) hmmm :) hahaha :) ermm then kan.. ada one guy kan.. i think he's the tallest guy that i've seen in my entire whole life ! when i want to look at him. i need to dongak my head ! and he's hot !!! but UNFORTUNATELY he's awwwwww !! means that he's lembut !!! hmm. to sad :) but he's really friendly.. ahhaha and and and he's wearing contact lens ! awww, beautiful !! haha ithink i want to wearing contact lens too !! :)

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3:59 AM

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"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

12:17 AM

hmm. well, today is not fun like yesterday. no hot people come in to my way. just past by.. so, hmm.. too sad :) ahaha.. and yeah hell shit ! im soo soo soo soo blur today ! why ? ergh. guees what ? some one came in and his looks like my ex bf ! i was like.. wtf ??!!! are u kidding me? and his with others . the others look is like indonesian. so, i was like. ermm. is he ? no wayy ! but this guy not my ex ! just his face looks like my ex ! so, i was shoked after looked at his face. then, after they buy something at myway. there's one indian guy came in. he said something to me. and i thought he want top up maxis. so i pon buat la the top up thingy but unfortunetly, the top up said out stock. so, its mean we need to wait. so, i said to indian guy for wait for a while, and then he look at me at one different look.. s0, i just let him la. then there's one malay guy. asked me something that not in the shop . so i said la ermm x de la.. then the indian tu kata kat i dunhill. so, i amik la dunhill20. then he said dunhill14. i mcm. wtf ! ahaaha.. i thought he want to top up !! ahahhaa. pekak nye la aku nie.. then dia grinning at me.. hmmm.. perli nampak. ahaha LOL :) then i pon blushing la.. apa lagi kan ? :) so. i mcm OMG ! what happen to me man ??! after look the twin of my ex bf. im absolutely BLANK ! am i still love him ? ermm nah ! dont think so :/ ermm. okay . forget it abt that :) ahaha LOL :) then after a while. there's one guy. A BLUE SHIRT ! sumpah HOT ! but guesss what ? he's friend with nigga !! ahaha LOL :) seriously, im not lying okay ! the blue shirt looks like malay-chinese-french. so, that's why he so freaking hot ! :) and then guess what? he asked me for the top up. and he speak malay ! waaayy cool ! ahhaa :) but then he speak to his friend in english.. ahaha LOL obviously la kan? DUH ! haha :) then kan his friend ? remember ? the nigga ? he make jokes and the blue shirt laugh like hell ! very loud ! ahaha.. awwwwww,..... sumpah cute !!! cair aku ! ahhaa :) dh la pkai my fav colur shirt ! ngauumm !! :) hahaha LOL :) then after that. there are two boys . i think they are bowlers. coz i can see on their shirt. TEAM SARAWAK. ohh. org sarawak rupanya :) muka dua2 boleh tahan . but lagi satu nie. he's wearing an orange shirt. and his hair is brownish. plus straight. ala, rambut ala2 zac efron :) sumpah hot. ! :) and quite funny when someone not looks like malaysian speak sarawak accent ! ahaha. u know. the kamik, kitak ! :) ahaha :) and now, i see chinese group. i mean they all are sitting and eating. and guess what ? they all are shisha-ing . ahaha. wow ! chinese tgh shisha ? i've never seen chinese shisha. this my first time . and i can see that this also their firt time shisha-ing . oh shit shit shit shit !! guess what baby ?!! some one bought condoms !! eww.. dh la muka mcm tua. like 30++ and.. eww eww eww. sorry. i know im not immature. but hell yeah ! if u see his face. u'll puke !! and guess what ? he asked me did this shop sell pills ? i was like what pill ? then dia kata la. pills for not to make a women pregnant ! and i was.... er..er..er.. no. we dont have those pills here. and he asked me where to buy it ? and i said to him. hmm, maybe inside the pyramid ? the shop that sell pills . and then he asked me to buy it ! ewww.. no wayy !! ew ew ew ew !! xde masalah aku nk beli utk kau ! then i said. ermm hehhee :) maybe u can buy straight away ? itts just inside the pyramid ? the shop name is guardian. then he said ohh okay and asked where the shop level is . annd blablabla... and the dia bla.. erghh ! ew ew ew ;/ oh guess what. now i hear supermassive black hole. !! ahaha igt twilght laa :) hehe my favourite part !! baseball ! :) hey now. the time is 12.48am. OMGOMGOMG ! guess what baby ?! i saw my dream guy ! ahah LOL seriously,im not lying okay ! fine, its up to u to believe it or not. if u dont believe it. stop reading. oh okay :) mcm nie, there's one guy. he's really tall plus cute. but he's kinda arrogant , though. u know i love tall guy :) but he's kinda like..muka mcm apa je.. when i said thank you to him. he was like. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... erghh sepak kang .. nasib baik la muka tuh hot ! ahahha. adoi.. why la my crush always so sombong ! :( apa nasib laa.. :) then . after than ada nigga nad the geng dtg. they always buy at my way.. so, si nigga nie. tgk la kat my laptop. he said. do u have msn ? and i said yeahh. then he said can i get ur email ? and i said er.. ahahha why ? then he said well, u know . we can chatting . then i mcm . errr..nk bg x nk . nk bg x nk. nk bg x nk. pastu. nampak dia punya kawan tuh hot.. i pon bg laa !! ahaahha :) then bila diorg dh bla.. i mcm . WATAFAK ? apa i dh buat ? first time kot i bg my email kat strangers ! ahahah :) uwahh.. what the hell i buat !! ahahahha :) eee. takut laa.. ahaha :) hmmm k.:)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

10:44 PM

hey ! now its like 1.35am :) and im at my work. im working at my way :) well, i think i love shift night ! becauseeeee............ have a lots of hot guys come in !! wow !! im so melting man ! ahahha :) well, at first. got bowlers came to my way. bought something of course. and most of them are really cutee !! ahaha :) then ada hot nigga ! ahaha :) came in. aahha but for me. they arent ! ahahah :) just got a hot body, though :) ahahaa :) ermmm, then there's one guy. he's cute and small !! ahahha :) but he's in college. but idk why he's so small.. and he stand in front of me and i was like her mom ! ahahaha :) so embrassing !! ahaha need to losee weight baby !! ahaha :) then hot malay guy came in.. and bought a dunhill20. adoiii. he's really hot. but then he IS a smoker ! hmm.. too bad.. if not. i'll grab him !! ahaha.. like i dare to do !! LOL :) then came a hot guy malay again. not a same person :) but he has a long black hair. not so long . only at his shoulder. really hot , though :) and again.he bought a sampoerna14. and why hot people buy rokok ? hmmm too bad.. they all so fucking hot . but then . they are smoker ! its bad for health !! dont they know about that ? *sigh* well, i do friends with smokers but not so close.. because im too scared. im scared if i also will become a smoker :) but shisha is OKAY.. but smoke ?? nononono !! :) so, if u want to be mine.. u need to stop smoke or dont smoke neither :) ahahha LOL :) and then. ada 2 customers . they are like not a malaysian. one is like a chinese-european and another one is like indian-pakistan. but their looks is okay laa. not bad !! ahha.. guess what ?the indian-pakistan tu . he want buy pantene and lux.. so. he put his items at the counter . so, when i scanning his items. then subtotal it. he put his hand on his back pocket .. alaa,, pocket kat bontot tuu.. guys kan selalau letak their wallet kat situ.. then. suddenly, he go to at his friend . remember ? the chinese-european tu... then, the indian-pakistan tu mcm.. hey dude, my wallet ....................... . then he came to me and said oh, im so sorry ! my wallet is at the cinema ! then i mcm ???? what ? giler la dia niee.. tinggal wallet kat cinema..kot2 bangla2 yg kemas cinema tu terjumpa and terus amik.. hmm :).. then he said to his friend hey dude ! lets go to cinema ! i want my wallet back . then his friend mcm ohh okaayy. jom ahaha.. then he said to me hey,im sorry k ? then i said. oh no! its okay. no problem. go find your wallet now ! :) then dia mcm. ohh :) ahahaha LOL :) so. i mcm .. WOW ! giler laa.. dh la tgk wayang habis mcm pukul 1++ am then dia nk pegi balik kat sunway .. ahahaha :) then like an hour later. they came back ! ahaha. then they smiled at me and i said found your wallet back ? then the chinese-european tu said ohh yeahh ! :) then the indian-pakistan tu just smile :) and go find his items :) then i said la wow ! thank god huh ? then the chines-european tu said ohh yeahh ! so i mcm. haishh.. asyik2 ohh yeah ohh yeahh ! xde ayat lain kee ?? aahahha LOL then the indian-pakistan asked me are you keeping my things ? then i said ooh,yes.its here. with me now (show his items that he want to buy before ) then he sigh and smile :) then i scanned his items and he took out his money from his wallet.. and i gave him the balance and said thank youu.. and he said oh, thank you to you too because keep my thing safely. :) and i just laugh and said haha! sure ! no problem :) then the chinese-european tu beli toilet tissue.. and while he want took his money out the indian-pakistan tu said to him what a disaster experience huh ? then the chinese-ueropean tu said yeahh :) then i chimed them and said yeahh :) or maybe unexpected experience huh ? then the indian-pakistan hahaha ! yeah. that's the good one ! :) then we laughed :) ahahha LOL :D then. came one woman. quite short ! and guess what ? she said to me kamu dari thailand ka ? then i mcm. huh ? and said huh ? ahaha tak laa :) kenapa? muka i mcm dari thailand ke( buat muka sedih ) then she said ohh, ahaha tak la. yela, kan sekarang ada org indon muka mcm cina. ada melayu mcm india. then i mcm..hmmmm. mcm perli aku je minah nie . ahahahaa. then i ckp la ohh, hahaa. yela kan ? sekarang kan zaman campur2 .a ahaha :) then dia mcm yeahh ! :) hmm. then apa lagi ek ? now . the time is 2.40am. ala, lagi 4 jam habis shift !! yeayy ! aaha :) hmm.. now at 3.00am there's 3 people come in . and one of them is quite hot and always buy at my way.. so,he bought 100plus. the bigger one. and he kinda look hurt. and he volunteer himself to say my legs.hurt.main bole tadi. so i mcm. wow ! he can speak malay :) eventhough his face not so malaysian but yeah ! then i said ohh. hehe :). then after that. i said thanked to him and his friend. the ugly one. ahah. say bye to me.. ewww! but ahhaa. dgn muka yg manis. i pon kata la bye.. but then after they gone. i said ewww ! ahahah :) ohh yes ! finally babe ! in my life ! i x tido untill 6.30 am !! ahahha waayy cooll ! i catat sejarah !! yeayyyy !! ahahaha :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

1:34 AM

HEY , today me, aishah and amani made cupcakes but not really . coz u know. first time right ? so not exactly but cupcakes but e do had lots fun :) but after that, when im on9 abt 12.00am then pu3 was like u know aus pass ? so i said yes but only the num. 2468. so, she said ohh, but you and ass always on9 at the same time and off at the same t00.. so i said la oh maybe it just coincident ? then, she was like deny it. but EVERYTIME .. i was how should i know ? then dia mcm ntah.. so weird. she thinks that im as a austin . obviously not ! erghh ! and then she was like PERLI2 i. then i said why u sound like perli i ? then she was like no ! im not ! DUHH ! :( so, imcm almost cried when she tuduh me mcm2 and perli me. its hurt u know. and while amani act like she dont know everything . so, u know. its hurt when best friends didnt trust you and think that you're a liar. if u were me. what do u feel ? pain right ? its same goes to me :) but u know. maybe they misunderstood abt all this . cause u know. im kinda close with ass. so probably la kan ?

but like an hour after that. we all dh TRUCE . pu3 words. ahaha :) but still hurting. cause there's scars in my heart and there's no medicine to make the scars gone. so, yeahh.. :) but we still friends :)

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