yeah.. i knoww.. i knoww.. love isnt suck. is it ? but for me hell yeahh shitt.. its suck. it make my life complicated. it make my heart hurt like shit. i've never feel this thing. its like a needle poke my heart. love make people live like a fairytale. wake up people.. !! you're in reality.. love is undefined.. i knoww. people out there. which is reading my blog. i know u disagree. i mean the people who is in love.. maybe i dont really love someone like u do love ur boyfriend/girlfriend. because i had someone that loved me so much but i cant give my love to him. because im not love him more than friend. i tried. but it wasnt good enough. so, we were separated on our own way. i know its all my fault because i gave a big hope. but im sorry. i know he would not forgive me. so, why this is happen ? why when someone in a relation or in love.they are uncontrol.they just forget everything including their best friends. but can do anything or remember every single thing what is happen to their love. okay. fine. u can divide ur time with friends and ur love. but come on !! you're the one said that bff is more wayyy important others. but hell shit yoo ! u just only can say it not doing it . dont u realise that? i dont think so.ohh, maybe im so childish or immature because i dont even knw every single thiing about LOVE. yeah. probably kan ? because i had couple before . yeah once and it was like a month. so, thats why i dont even know abt love. i didnt say that i want to be lesbo. because im sick of love.. noo !! im just think love sucks because love make people to be not themself. plus they just ignore people around them . so. thats pretty obvious . i mean in my life .my friends did that a lot.. and fyi, dont think that im so desperate to be in love or what . plus im not going to make a relationship in 2010. because i want to concentrate into study. yeahh. study is more important than everything. this stupid love just make my head ache and just like im walking in a broken glass. so, im going to lesbo in 2010. ahaha. no la.im just kidding.. i want to be NERD. ahhaa. :)

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