I'm Married to Muhammad Waqas !

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

4:48 PM

ahahaha

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

4:40 PM

guy

I want a guy that...

I feel comftorable around.

That will laugh with me not at me.

a guy that will forever be there for me, even when i’m in a bitchy mood.

one that will hold my hand, hug me, kiss me in public and not care if his friends are around.

a guy that i don’t have to feel like i need to impress.

and most importantly, a guy that wont walk away when i need him the most

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

4:38 PM

todayy.... suppose to be at afif's condo because kadet udara made a bbq party.. so, i suppose to naik amani.. but then her dad need to hantar us awal about 4.15pm .. crazy ? yes.. so, we decided to ask my mom to hantar us. and my mom said okay. great ! but then she will hantar us around 6+++ pm laaa.. then around 4.30pm i took a shower .. after that kak wati said that amani dtg tadi then dia ckp dia pgi dulu .. so i was like ? huh ? kata nk pg dgn aku.. k fine. still x fhm... hmm. then tanya amy.. amani ada bg msg ? then he said yeaa. then guess what ? she naik dgn afif and mun kit dulu... and just left me behind... ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!??!?!?!! then i get mad. and my brain started gave me a signal to do not attend the party.. so, yeaahh. i didnt attend...then amani keeps calling .. and finally i hang up.. and she said why x dtg ? nanti dia dgn afif dtg rumah skrg la apa laa... then i said errr x pyh la dh sampai kat kedai.. padahal i still at home.. yelaaa i pissed off giler laaaa.. kata nak naik dgn aku then naik org lain... apa nieee.. if i really getting mad.. i'll not follow my heart, i will follow what's my brain told me... so, sometimes i will terlepas ckp or unexpected things will happen too... its like out of control. so those who knows me.. then they would know... then plus, amani ckp nk tido rumah aku.. at last.. tido rumah cammy .. WOW !!!!

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

12:08 AM

f.u.c.k

yeaa.. i swear to myself to do not say the word anymore. but i cant help myself because my life is toooo suck to explain........ yeaaa.. today was soo bloody dick !! every thing is wrong !! or maybe i would say august is babi month evah ! i dont care what people think.. seriously i dont care... i just want to express my feeling but i cant.. i just dont know how... everytime i want to live,there is more and more things that just make me kill myself without any doubt..

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

9:04 PM

phone.

damn ! i lost my phone when im turning 17 !!! gah ! why this should happened to me ??? i want my phone back. that's all... bella and me tried call my phone and nobody answer it, dammit !! please la people.sekarang bulan puasa. x baik mencurii.. erghhhh. I JUST WANT MY PHONE BACK !!!!

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

9:53 PM

aww

today, didnt go anywhere. i want to go pyramid but no want to company me. so yeahh. today saw russian with blue shirt. i loike ! then, terus text bella. HAHA then bila k amik mkana. sumpah bapak ramai org. then, when i sit at my place i didnt see him at his place... and i was like HUH ? where is he ?!?!?! arghhhhh...
yesterday he shisha.. grrr ala.. he's smoker ke? ala jgn laa. x suka laa. but hmm idk. i hope not.

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

9:32 PM

cak !

yaw ! whatssup ? :) well, today buka puasa with austin ! yeayyy ! he just came from terengganu.. his father's homtown... :) then buka puasa at bidara.. yippiee. miss him a lot laa :) and i talked with him everything. everthing that he had missed out.. so, he brought me a souveniers which is keropok apa ntah. HAHAHA .. plus, for putri also :) so, tomorrow i need to give pu3. but i dont know how. we havent talk since 3 months ago ? oh well. HAHAHA.. austin really shocked when i told him about it. hehe. and he quite upset when i didnt tell him about it.. haiyaaa.. :) well, now guess what. he is moving to LONDON. follow his father.. so, i cant lepak at his house at bangsar anymore.. and they said they want to sell the house. i said NO ! but they didnt decided yet.. and i hope no... grrr. why austin moving ?? alaaaaa. x syok. ahaha :) mcm la kau reti ckp british accent. ahaha :) tadi we practised to speak british accent and super funny laaa. haish. he'll departure next week.. awwww <3 mesti dpt banyak mat salleh.. HAHAA. bagi la aku satu doe ! hahaha. :) haishh susah jugak kan org berpindah randah nie.. apa dia punya warganegara pon x tahuu... hahaa :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:10 PM

ohh lalala

Start at the very beginning, what’s your name?

Shafiqah

Do you own a pair of jeans?

yees.

If you were invisible for a day, what would you do?

i would stalk people.. so beware people. HAHA

Does the person you like, like you back?

uhm..no.dont think so

What did you do last night?

open youtube, see new artist in youtube then chatting the updated my blog.thats all

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?

yes of course :)

Are you your mum’s favorite child?

haha..I don’t know..but i think nope

Are you happy with the way things are going?

no. not really. im not satisfied yet

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?

i think slept in the middle of the night yesterday :)

Sleep on your back or stomach?

mostly my back. but i prefer the sides

What were you doing before this survey?

buka puasa laa:)

Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?

i always to do that

How long does it take for you to fall asleep at night?

I don’t know..it depends on how tired I am

It’s Thursday night, where are you usually?

at my tuition

Your Christmas list consists of?

I don’t celebrate christmas . HAHA

What movie is in your DVD player?

no movie

If you could move away, no questions asked, where would you move?

Australia

What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today?

i saw HIM eating roti. HAHA

Have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?

oh..yes

What’s going on tomorrow night?

hmm tuition laa

Do you know a lot of people with the same phone as you?

no. but bella has a same phone with me <3

Does anyone love you?

i dont know. do you ?

Want to be taller or shorter?

taller

What are you listening to?

lady gaga - boys boys boys

When was the last time you really laughed?

just now

Do you listen to music every day?

cyeaah

Last song you heard?

bruno mars- just the way you are .

Is the last person that you had a conversation with a male or a female?

male

What’s the last thing you said out loud?

hoi bangla la kau

How was your day?

as usual like yesterday

Describe how you feel right now in three words:

unsatisfied,confused, speechless

If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?

i want to go heaven right now

Has a girl sat on your bed before?

yes

Plans for Saturday?

shopping. HAHA

Who was the last person besides yourself to touch something on your face?

my sistah

What was your dream about last night?

I dreamt about my child's name. really awkward . hahaa. kan bella :)

Do you have a reason to smile right now?

yes

Where were you at 9 am this morning?

at school . doing MR GOH experiment . haha

Everything happens for a reason?

yes..

Are you too forgiving?

i would take time to forgiv people. i guess

Do you think people talk about you?

yep . forever and always

What do you carry with you at all time?

my phone and my make up

Do you and your parents get along?

think so

This time last year, were you single?

yes

Have you ever been searched by the cops?

nooo

Do you always wear your seat belt?

no. hehe

Have you ever liked someone who all your friends hate?

no. i dont think soo

Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now?

yes:)

Ever sang a whole song without missing any lyrics?

yes.JONAS FAN baby ! ahahha

Has someone close to you ever told you they were going to commit suicide because of you?

NO. i hope no one would ever do that. please. HAAHA

Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?

yes. NO. ermm I DONT KNOW

Do you care if people talk badly about you?

it depends on the people who talk

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

yes absolutely

Where were you at 10:17 pm last night and what were you doing?

in my room..on the pc

Other than this, what are you doing?

nothing special

Were you happy when you woke up today?

not really

Who did you last get into a big argument with?

my friend who sat beside me. i guess

Last thing you ate?

nasi and blablablabla

Are you a morning person or a night person?

a night person

Has anyone sang to you?

yes

Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?

yes. and it would be MYSWLF. haha

Be honest, do you like people in general?

depends.

Does anybody hate you?

I don’t know. i think yeah ?

Does it bother you when people get drunk?

yeah. it kinda scary though

Are you mad at someone right now?

no

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?

I don’t know..it depends..but i always say before im thinking

Will tomorrow be a good day?

hope so

Do you like hugs and kisses?

yes!

What’s on your bed?

a shirt, a blanket and three pillows

Last person on your bed?

me

Is there one person in your life that can always make you happy?
i think my self kot.

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:19 PM

dingdong

hey ! yes ! finally i can puasa esok . ccyeaah ! :) damn. i slept like 6 hours today. giler bangla.. ahaha after school je baring guling2 dgn katil skjp and suddenly bangun2 dh pukul 6 .. HUHHH ? then, bermandi manda.. then around 7pm pegi kedai.. konon mcm org puasala aku nie. haiihh.. :) then, amik makanan semua and blablablabla.. then like around 8pm i finish eating. so, nak pergi cuci tgn. bila bangun je dari kerusi i turn around then i saw HIM .. and i was like baby baby baby O0O0O0H ! hahahaha. im speechless. then we made eye contact and you know i hate make eye contact with strangers so i mcm buat bodo je laa. and i want to smile until my mouth tercabut but I CANT . need to control myself. ahaha then, the tips to tahan senyum is bite you tongue very hardly. hahaa. yeah its work ! then when finish cuci tangan nak pegi office bidara :) so, kena jalan tempat tadi. then saw him again .. then i bite my tongue again.. and again he ate roti naan.. awwww <33 style="color: rgb(102, 51, 102);"> padahal aku nak berak laaaa. ahaha :) so, dengan muka x malu nye. jalan je laa dgns elamba nye. then bila dah kluar tandas tgk dia tak de.. :( HAHAA.. but perghhh.. ngaaaum ! HAHAHA :) oh yeahh, long time not see the mild seven guy. hmmm.. guess what ? today saw his friend . he talk with my father. and as i heard, they are from kazakhtan,apa benda tan tan laaa. but seriously they look like japan or something.. and i think my tall guy (mild seven) pon orang tan tan :) ahahahaaa.. its like a year baru aku tahuu. soo lame laaa. :) haish..

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

10:58 PM

funny !!

HAHAHA .. this kid is soo funny. watch this :P

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

10:02 PM

too MUCH !

i think this video is too MUCH ! you know why ? because you didnt respect people .. hell shit la !! im not saying that i am a fan of him BUT at least respect him.. what's your motif to threw water bottle to him ? c'mon la .. let's imagine if he was you. what do you feel about it ? plus, the thrower didnt say sorry at all. where is your manners. damn shit ! now days people must be give some lesson laaa.. i feel pity for him.. sigh. i dont care if you didnt cause i just saying what i feel.. if i were him kan. if the bottle kena me. maybe i will say fuck! what the hell. or something like that.. i think you also gonna say a same thing like me. but him ? what did he say ? awww.. thats feel good .. seee? such a nice kid..

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

9:19 PM

hardcore

i think this hardcore/scremo can accepted.. it is not too much as my brother song. sooo cyeaaah !!

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

8:01 PM

jamie !!!

awwww. i miss you ! long time not see huh ? i miss you music lorrr. HAAHAHA.. i think you should do more music like this. yoou knoww. i love rapping like crazy. HAHAHA :) anyway good job jamison :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

8:41 PM

russian :)

awwww. today i saw russian AGAIN ! i think we are born to be together.. HAHAHAHA ! merepek. dush . today he's alone AGAIN and sat at the same place. but today he came early then me. awww. when i wash my hand at sink.. he looked at me.. awwww. HAHAHA. perasan . dush . today he makan roti naan lagi. i think it is favourite. :) awww. HAHAHA . and nescafe 0 lagi. awww and satu gelas.. i think milo kot. not sure :) aww. i think dia islam laa. :) awww. cause dia tnggu je sampai azan.. then baru dia makan.. sooo cute.. hahaa.. i dont know why he's soo attractive .. when i work at myway pon dia selalu beli air kan. then. first time dia masuk my way pon. i mcm wow, this guy.. hahaha. muka dia sumpah baik giler.. grrr. but one time i saw he hold girl's hand. i thought it will be his gf laa. yela x kan la kawan nak pgg tgn right. ? so whatever .. ahaha .. so, when dia nak byr kat kaunter kan. dia senyum la kat abg john. AWWWW.. comel gilerrrrr. :) I LOIKE . hahaa :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:19 PM

F.I.V.E.

5 Famous People to Invite to Your Dream Dinner Party, Dead or Alive.

1.NICK JONAS
2.GEORG LISTING
3.TYLER WARD
4.KELLAN LUTZ
5.TIM URBAN

5 Bands/Musicians I’ve been Listening to A lot Lately.

1. TOKIO HOTEL
2. JONAS BROTHERS
3. TYLER WARD
4. DJ EARWORM
5. KATY PERRY

5 Things I’m addicted to.

1.PAREOTICS
2.YOUTUBE
3.GLADIATOR SHOES
4.MUSIC
5.MYSELF

5.Biggest Celebrity Crushes.

1.ASHTON KUTCHER
2.JOSH DUHAMEL
3.KRISTEN HEIGHL
4.GEORG LISTING
5.NICK JONAS

5 Songs I Can’t Stop Listening to at the Moment.

1.WE'LL BE A DREAM - WE THE KINGS FT DEMI LOVATO
2.I LIKE IT - ENRIQUE
3.TEENAGE DREAM - KATY PERRY
4.AMERICAN HONEY - LADY ANTEBELLUM
5.SOMETHING ABOUT LOVE - DAVID ARCHULETA

5 Favorite TV Shows.

1.GLEE
2.TEEN CRIBS
3.NEXT TOP MODEL
4.THE PARENTHOOD
5.VAMPIRES DIARIES

5 Your Dream Future: 1Job/2City/3Car/4Spouse/5Pet.

1.ACTRESS
2.CALIFORNIA
3.HONDA JAZZ
4.GUY
5.DOLPHIN

5 Things that Always Cheer Me Up.

1.THE LOLS
2.PAREOTICS
3.TYLER WARD MUSIC
4.SHOPPING
5.MONEY

Top 5 People I Want to Punch in the Face.

1.MILEY CYRUS
2.LADY GAGA
3.PEOPLE WHO THREW THEIR BABIES
4.IDK
5.IDK

5 Favorite Actors/Actresses.

1.ASHTON KUTCHER
2.JOSH DUHAMEL
3.KATHERINE HEIGHL
4.KELLAN LUTZ
5.KRISTEN BELL

5 TV Shows You’ve Seen Every Episode of.

1.GLEE
2.TEEN CRIBS
3.GOSSIP GIRLS
4.PARENTHOOD
5.E! NEWS

5 What are the First 5 Songs that come up in your head

1.WE'LL BE A DREAM
2.MY FIRST KISS
3.HUMAN CONNECT TO HUMAN
4.KIND OF LOVE
5.YOU ARE MY BIGGEST FANS

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:12 PM

survey

Do you ever hang out with your ex?: no.

Would you like the ability to read minds?: yes. please.

Do you see the same people everyday?: mostly.

What are you wearing? t-shirt.

Would you go out in public like that?: yeah sure why not

What are you doing tomorrow?: shopping. <33

Have you ever made out on a couch?: huh ? NO ..

Are you mad at anyone right now?: kinda..

Do you have any text messages that you don’t want other people reading?: not really

Are you a different person now than you were five years ago?: obviously. i’ve been through a lot of shit in the last five years.

What’s the last movie you saw?: inceptions , i think laa

Describe the shirt you’re wearing?: leapord print. something like that lorr

Did you sleep alone last night?: yes.

Is there anything in your room that reminds you of the past memories?: lots .

Were you single on your last birthday?: yes.

Last person you kissed calls you, what are they calling you for?: wtf, idk.

Name something you did last night: ohh, got tuition add maths and bm

Would it be more likely of you to fail Science or Math?: i dont take science and i never failed maths.. soo, idk

Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?: er, idk.

Did anyone see your last kiss?: ..........

It’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?: answer je la.. itupon kalau dengar laa

Have you ever fallen backwards on a chair?: yes.

The last person you kissed wants to come over at 3am, can they?: no. wtf.

What does your last text say?: “hehe dorang kasi tips comeeeeeeeeeeel” by bella

Have you seen your best friend today?: no. i will see one of them later.

Do you want anything right now?: lots of things.

Someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?: a million ringgit?

Honestly, who are you texting?: nobody.

Who’s in your inbox?: erm, random emails from online stores and stuff.

Could you use some sleep right now?: maybe another hour or two.

Has there been a day this week you just wanted to say “fuck it”?: noo.

Last time you laughed so hard you cried?: when i always with the LOLs

Are you happy with the way things are going?: well, they’re going better than they have been in a long time, so yes, i suppose.

Who last talked about kissing you?: nobody?

Who last said they loved you?: myself i think

Who was the last thing/person you took a picture with?: idk.

Do you think its possible that you could move on from someone?: yes.

Have you ever been rude to someone without realizing it?: yes.

Have you ever kissed someone who was high?: no. but i wish . HAHA

Did you speak to your father today?: yes.

Would you ever get gauged ears?: no.

How has 2010 been so far?: soso.

Are you good at giving directions?: eh, soso.

What aren’t you looking forward to?: many things.

What did you go to bed thinking about last night?: nothing in particular, really..

Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?: no.

Did you like anyone last summer?: think so

Is there a person that you can go to in sweats, and still feel comfy?: yes.

Is it hard to make you laugh?: no.

Would you rather get your tongue or lip pierced?: lip.

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

10:59 PM

haiyaiyai

haiyaiyai..today was freakin bored. bella didnt came to school. kononnya sakit perut. padahal x nak dtg because of add maths. sigh. so, im alone.. sook yan always talked with vibesh which mean i dont have a friend to talk to. sigh. suddenly, aiman came to me and we chat about his family, auntie all stuf.. sigh. mathematics, pn chang gave a tons of exercise. DOUBLE sigh .. overall , today was suck . yesterday was fairytale. weee. i saw mongolia. weee. ate at bidara. double weee.. then, saw russian.. awww.... he ate roti naan. double awwww. and minum nescafe O,.. awwwww. he's alone.. yeayyy. his gf not around . yeayyy. so i can stare at him.. woohoo ... LOL . mongolia is bella's.. grrrr. gedik sgt.. haha.. so russian is mine baby !! :) unfortunately, he has a gf.. im not sure but maybe YES. so, CYEAAAAHHH :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:08 PM

PAREOTICS :)

I.L.O.V.E.T.H.E.M !

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:01 PM

s.i.g.h

im freakin bored .. so, i just read all my thingy stuff at blog.. and its kinda funny, though. espeacially when it comes with the LOLS. when i used to be her bff. there is a lots of thing happen. and now we are not bff. maybe? i dont know.. for me,the people who close to me are my bff. eventhough she is really 'close' to me like almost everyday but we didnt get the chemistry since the situation happened. we talked like once or twice. well, actually not talk front each other but texting..but then, that was a long time ago. so, since we didnt get the chemistry, its really hard to face each other cause we have a plety of mutual friend. you knoww. we used to be 'bff'.. i want to talk to her. but i dont know how.. i was like...... gah ! i dont know.. there is no word to describe it... so, when i need my friend. i need to turn around.. and it makes my head can spin 360' . sigh.. everyone makes mistake and that's why the forgive word is exist until the judgement day... since ramadhan coming up soon i want to make a lots of good thing,worship to the Allah, study for TRIAL . and lastly make my parent proud of me.. EHHEHEHE .. :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

7:29 PM

LOL`

hhaaha. i thought it was a parody.. butit is actually a movie !! hahaha. gonna watch this movie.. kinda stupid .. but it will be a great movie i think.. :)and it will coming on 26th august.. cant wait !! LMaoo

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

7:18 PM

JOSH !

OHMYGOD !! josh duhamel !! im soo in love with him !! after watch WHEN IN ROME.. i really like him like damn crazy.. fergie is soo lucky !!

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

7:03 PM

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA

ahahhaa. i think you should watch this. heis kinda psycho but funny !!! thanks to bellaaa :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:22 PM

kerek !

hari ini saya akan menulis dgn bahasa malaysia memandang kan ini adalah bulan patriotik. sayangi la negara sendiri. hahaa. okay . sedang ber chatting dgn bella. tgh mengutuk2 org sblm bulan ramdhan tiba. ahahaa.. arghhh benci giler dkt budak baju biru. eventhough i suka biru. HOW DARE SHE TOUCH MY GEORG MUCSLE ??!?!?!?!??! and muka KEREK.. P.I.K.U !! plus, cina poyo.. saya teramat sangatla benci akan dia kerana dia telah memenangi meet n greet bersama TOKIO HOTEL... gahhh !! i dont to talk about this but i must to !! i x boleh bukak page kerek tuu. sbb i x add dia. so, i dont to add her cause of pictures.,. that's rubbish ! ahaha. then if i added her.. nanti dia mcm perasan la.. dia ada gambar meet n greet dgn TH .. mesti semua org nak add dia.. mcm whatevah la kau ! im DONE. !!

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

11:06 PM

randomly

yaw people :) i barely on9 right now cause i want to focus my study first trial is on 20th sept. wataafak ? dont care much but still. hahha.. had much fun with sook yan and bella. haha dont know why.. plus sook yan wanna be just like us.. ahhahaa.. byk ckp. semua nya kerja bella. HAHA. no laa.. we ant to make a study group but dont know yet when.. but will coming soon. oh yeah. almost forgot. there is one guy.. he is studying at sunway college. and he's super cute. i LOIKE. Hhahaa.. but im not in love with him. SPM FIRST ! he took in engineering. i think.. I know him cause he is regular customer at bidara.. cecece.. HAHAHA.. plus, he is from czech of republic. actually i never heard of it untill pn satvear sebut that country and i was like. o00o0o00.. HAHAA.. and MTV was epic.. TOKIO HOTEL BURNED THE STAGE !! hahahaa :) georg's hair was bouncing around.. soo cutee ! i almost fainted.. ahaha bill errr. didnt like his hair much but he's voice still fucking rock ! ahaha .. bill .. GAHH ! i love him !! there is one time i put my hands up . then , the light like pointing to the audience then coincidencely i think bill saw it then dia pun angkat tgn.. AWWW. konon bg hint laa yg dia nampak i dgn bella.. GAHH ! then bill pon sama that time.. i angkat tgn gak.. then dia SENYUMMM... gustav is cutee.. ahahaa.. :) the muscle .. grrrr.. hahaa. wonder girls quite boring.. almost want to sleep.. katy perry is beautiful.. love her... love the way she conquer the stage.. awesome !! overall is EPIC !! :)

"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"

5:14 PM