yeah , i already convinced to all my friends that i dont like you even love you . so , now i need to convince myself . but its hard , you know . after all this happen . i feel like i'm the stupid person in the world . why am i suffer , struggle , frust , heart break about him . he cant do anything and this is such an embrassing feeling ever ... i keep saying that i am stupid . stupid ! and stupid ! i dont why i am so effing stupid. HAHAHA . WHY HIM ? why not anyone else . and why im so kind on him ? why i cant treat him like other guys ? arghhhh ! why im sooo stupid to fall in love with him la weeeeeeeeeei ... why i met him ? why ?why ? why ? you know what . if i had chance to make one difference . i'd choose him . i want him to not exist in my life . ever ... but what am i gonna do ? all is a fairytale . and fairytale is totally not exist in a real life . i hope that if i stop loved him , i dont want him to love me back . that is absolutely ridicilous . and yeaaah would nt be happen .. im sure . LOL
"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"
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