So as you can see or no body sees , I actually has a crush on Arab people :) DANG! what the hell is wrong with me ? Arab people is really really agressive . DOnt chu think ? Well, lets call him Qaif . Yeaaah , Why Qaif ? I dont know why ?! I feel like the name is sooo Arab-ish ???? Hahaha So first time I met him? Hmmm I absolutely can't remember when ? but I know how we first met . I think he is a regular customer of my way / bidara cause Im always see him and his bunch of friends . I think they always shisha around . so yeaaaaah . So , one time he just passed through my way and he was like gave me a quick look . And yeah of course I looked at him to . And I just can't take my eyes off him.Like seriously ! I was looking at him the whole quick look time . And watafak is wrong with him too! Why is he looking at me and not look away back ?!?! and he's looking at me the whole time too . So , I expect that he will turn away back but he don't . And I think God knows what is happen after that . Well, I keep meeting him coincidently . And I think he knows too . Oh yeaaaah , he likes to come to my way because he likes to buy gardenia bread . the green plactic bag which is the wholemeal grain bread . There's one time I saw him eat the whole loaves without anything . Maybe he just follow what gardenia's idea is . enak dimakan begitu saja ~~~HAHA . Yeah everytime he bought it . Seriously , I hate the way he look . You just dont know it . He is sooo ego-ish . Like really really really . I mean cant you say thank you or smile or whatever la kan ? but he just act sooo cool . But he does smell good ! OH YEAH . I swear to God . I love his smell. I hope he knows that . Oh wait ?I take my words back .I hope he doesnt know that :) I think the smell of him just make me more crazy about him . So, I tried to be friendly with his friends . And I think it was really awkward? HAHA . YEAH . I noticed there's one guy , a guy always with him 24/7 I think he is one of his best friend . Yeah me and bella called him tersengih guy . Y'know why ? Because I think HE CAUGHT ME THAT IM ALWAYS LOOKING AT QAIF . Why im being so fucked up ?! is that tooo obvious ? I mean ... DANG !! There's one time im eating with my family during break fast. So , his another friend was eating on the opposite side where am i sitting . So while Im eating I saw two guys walking in front of me . And it was him and tersengih guy . So they went to their friend's table .So , I just pretend that I wasnt looking at him but actually HELL YEAH I AM :) and this is the time when tersengih guy caught me that I am looking at Qaif :) and then tersengih guy was grinned at me and I just realised that I've been caught off by him . And we were like communicate each other . It was like Hey! I gotchu looking at my friend ! HELL NO ! I wasnt ! Hell yeah You was ! all the time ! Is that too obvious ?! Fucking YES ! hahahaaaaa. and went tersengih guy wanted to pay in the counter . he purposely walk in front of me and grinned . I pretend that I wasnt looking at him at all . Yeaaaah , that is a story of my life =.= and some times I always met Qaif in Sunway . I mean yeaaah the whole time . I guess ! OH YEAAAH .Now i remember when I saw him for the first time ! oh wait ?! I think I dont know yet ?! :D hahaha well , yeaaah I've been see him around Sunway , gym , my way , bidara . I think I know all his lepaking friends too which was weird ! HAHA Oh yeaah ! I like when there's one time , he wanted to buy his favourite bread and he gave it his money to me and yeaah he does smell good :D I cant stop smiling !! so I bite my tongue :) and my heart beat really fast ! I hope he doesnt hear that .. So this is moment when I wanted to give him back his balance . Before that , Mr alex , my psychologist lecturer , he has giving me a tip how to make people to talk to us or how to make people talk with us for the first time .So , Let me give the tip . Yeaah , you must press your tone voice a little bit and make it sounds more happier and not too fake . So I tried to him . Wanna see the result ?!?!?! YESS :D he talked to me for the first time !! Wohoooo ! when I gave him back the balance , I said to him Thank Youuu with 'the tone' . And he replied back thank you to me .. And I think I was smiling the whole time ! I guess ?! That method is fucking work out ! HAHAAAA . but yeaah you know . when he said Thank You . there no smiling face and for the first time again !Finally I can hear his voice ! Dang ! he's voice I tell youuuuuuuu ! It is sooooo Lucas Till version ! Really deep and rough ! and Thats why I liked !! But yeaaah . his face a bit cocky . My friends told me that too . we called him Mr Gangstah :D He has a mcho look and yet a bit cocky and ego . I bet u must imagine how he looks like :D hahaha . He is my ideal next future husband ! HAHA . yeaaaah He's tall ! CHECKED. He has a dimple ! CHECKED . He has an average body ! CHECKED . but he is a smoker . Yeaaah . he smoked =.= And I know what type of cigarette too ! haha . One time I saw him with his college shirt :) I think he is in a foundation year in Monash University :D TEHEEE . Am I stalk him too much ?! HAHA . And I had seen him smiled too ! which is I think really cute . his dimple sungguh menyerlah ! :D And you know what ? when he smiled , I can see that there's no cocky or macho face . and it really nice to see him smile :D Now , I havent see him for a while and his friends too .Maybe he's on his holiday and go back to Arab and celebrate Eid with his family :)