So , yeaaah . I wanna talk about a guy . A guy that always looking at me these those days . and It make me really conscious about him . Yeah , he has a really bad look . I mean his face is so arrogant . Just so you know he's from Pakistan . He's exactly like what Zayn Malik race is :D Pakistani :D but he's totally not look like Zayn =.= So the story is beginlike this . I dont wanna mention his name laa kan ? Cause I know someone is reading this and probably she will smile at it and continue reading .. So, He is friend of my friend . His friend used to like me . He always texted me and really care about me . And I thought it was cute . So, suddenly he asked me to be his gf . so I said to him that I dont wanna be rush into relationship cause I dont date with you yet . so I dont know what type of person are you . Then he said okay fine . i dont force you . And I said to him that maybe we can be friends and let see if something happen then fine . And he said okay .Then there's one time he asked me to go out with him but unfortunately im too busy with college life . Then after a while , he stops texting me . And I being so ego , and I stop texting him too. so , we're like soooo lost contact . then after a month . I saw him with his friends and he tried to be 'friendly' with me which I assume was a fake friendly . So , I keep continue see him without my awareness . So , maybe his friend saw that I really uncomfortable with that fake friendly friend . So he came to me and ask me how are you and introduce himself . Im okay with that . Then he told me that his friend has a gf . and thats why he was like ignore and not talking with me . And I was like OH ? Then ,if he had a gf , is that wrong to talk with ur 'girl' friend too ? So I was like oh okay , I didnt hurt or feel sorry about that but Im happy that he found one . So yeaah , and then he asked my phone number . and I was like why dont you asked ur friend ? he has my number. then he was like okay . then he texted me . and ask me out . so , I was free that time and yeaah I went out with him . We just had a normal talk at open air situation which is just nice for me and him . But a bit awkward cause He dont know what to ask me and of course I dont know what to ask him . so yeaaah . but I think is really good a conversation . we talked about each other and I made jokes on it . And he said that Im really talkactive and he dont . Well, I think I become talkactive because Im not nervous or control myself to be a perfect lady in the world . So , im just being me :D but he havent see MYSELF yet when im with my friends . HAHA . he will be suprised . So he wanted to treat me a milkshake but I refused to. I dont want people to treat me on a our first met . unless you're my bf then you have to .. So the thing is he's probably not my type . Well, he's tall but not that tall.Not that type of my ideal tall is and he's too skinny . I mean look at me ! I dont desrve to be stand beside him . I mean it looks really weird . dontchu think ? Plus,I dont really much fancy of a skinny guy .He has a bad look. I mean an arrogant look . And he walks too fast ! like what the hell ! im wearing high heels dude ! can you walk a bit slower ?! I dont think he has a dimple . And u know what ? when im looking into his eyes .. All i can see is a macho look.u know what i mean ? and his eyes is quite big .but not too big. And he really not a joker . I mean he is kind-hearted person but joker ? dont think so. I wanna guy who can jokes around and make me laugh out loud . So yeaaah .and Aftr that . he calls me and I didnt anwer cause im not that type of person who likes to talk on the phone and we texted each other .And I can see that he's trying to flirt with me . but not in a romantic way ? HAHAHA . when I make a joke or something there's no 'haha' in the text . so yeaaah .. And also I dont think Im ready in relationship situation .. cause I think I dont find a right guy yet . I know it someout where this universe maybe he's the one ?I dont know . Let's see what's happen next then . so yeaaaah !