Well, actually I supposed to revise my business study becaus eon Monday I have a quiz but unfortunately Letters To Juliet just caught my eyes . This is an epic movie . Yes , I really do like romantic movies , fairytale , happy ending stories . And I believe everyone deserves it . Letters To Juliet taught me what is the real love is . And I think she's right . There is never too late for true love .True love doesnt have an expired date . If we knew that's him , dont afraid to tell him the truth . But well, that is the hardest part ! but somehow we need to overcome that fear right ? This movie is about a women found her soul mate but let him go because she was afraid . and after 50 years she found him and married him :D Awwww right ? so the lesson is dont wait for 50 years to tell your love to someone because waiting is really hurt .

its been really really messed up week . 5 days of torture , 5 days of bitter . Yeaaah . I got my 1st quiz on Monday . Business :) but unfortunately , it clashing with my freshmen eng 2 . So , im not going to Mr Aris class .. hoooraaay ! HAHAA . You know why ? because he will talk about his day and our day and he will make stupid joke and do a bit of reading and we DONE . HAHA . Business class is okay . not many people. 10 people in the class or less ? HAHA . Mr Bill is brilliant . and he is really good lecturer . I mean I understand what he's trying to explain to us . and I dont know that he is gay until Athen told me ?? BHAHAAHA . Well, yeaaah .No wonder he likes Louis Vitton or vuitton ? hahaha fuck idk how to spell it . Zaraa ... what else ? all the branded stuff laaa . and he actually pretty cool but a lot of people said that his paper wasnt easy at all . hahaa but he never fail all his students which is pretty cool ! HAHA . and and he has a weird marking of papers ..Well, i dont care about it as long i got my marks :D So , Study mood is begin !! :D

Dang his accent just made me melt . HAHAHA . This guy asked me for top up for his friend . So, he's using his money . and then suddenly he said my friend like you . And I was like tafak !??! haha . then i just smiled . So, I gave the top to him and he gave to his friend , "This is for you" . So I teased him " for you ?" Then he said " For me , No ... You want to belanja me ? " his accent so freaking funny ! The way he pronounce "belanja" just made me laugh out loud but at the same time cute :D

bile anak anda tanya pasal sex..
anak: pak, betul ke make love tu best?

bapak: haah, samalah best macam kamu korek hidung kamu!

anak: tapi betul ke org pompuan lagi rasa best?

bapak: kalo kamu korek hidung, hidung kamu ke jari kamu yang rasa best?

anak: tapi kenapa org pompuan tak suka diperkosa?

bapak: kalo kamu jalan2, tetiba ada org nak korek hidung kamu...

kamu suka tak?!

anak: betul ke tak boleh buat tu masa datang bulan?

bapak: kalo hidung kamu berdarah, kamu nak korek jugak ke?!

anak: kenapa org lelaki tak suka buat tu pakai kondom?

bapak: kamu suka tak korek hidung masa pakai sarung tangan?!

anak: waaahhh... bapak ni pandailah!

bapak : :)

Well, okay .. This is really bother me much . Seriously , I dont know what I want to do in my life . Well yeaah , obviously I already decided and my choice is psychology .But after taking the subject and wht i've learnt . Like seriously , is not easy as you thought . Well, for me psychology is really fun to learn but it is hard to score . You need to memorize all the symptom the causes , treatment and all that stuff . Well yeaaah , and one more you need to understand it and recap everything what you learnt . The problem is im not a type of person who likes to read science fiction book and memorize things that i dont like too.. So , now I decided to take business . well yeah , I told myself that im not going to do business but thats the fact . I dont have any choice . psychology is for those smart people . seriously , I dont think im smart enough to take that challenge . In facts, in Malaysia psychology is nothing much . No body wants to go counselling for family problems cause they think they can handle this alone . besides , only rich people will go to psychologist . And then , the job requirement in Malaysia is less and at least you need master in psycholgy then the people will look at you . either wise they dont. While in USA , psychologist is really needed . but only in the city . How about the middle state ? Texas? no one goes there . I mean i dont think they need psychologist ? and i dont think psycholgist wants to go there too .. I know psychology have their own job . but none of it is suitable with me . I dont want to do health psychology or forensic . -.- so , lets talk about Business . Well okay , business is wide . there are management , marketing and finance . Im interesting in marketing . I mean how you convince people to agree with you and blahblahblah . Plus , with business you can do whatever you want . You can create a spa or restaurant or theme park or your own shop . its really flexible . Plus , if you take management , you can make your own profit . Why people make business ? because that is the easiest way to get money . Money is everything . Everything you do in your life is all about money . So , who doesnt want to be rich ? who doesnt want to buy everything that you want ? who doesnt want to live in high class style ? If i take psychology well is good . because im helping people at the same time im not guarantee if i could do this things . but business ? I also not guarantee that i will success on this thing . So, how about I just give a try and see . because now , all my friends already decided their major . except me . I hope business is my choice :)

Oh Gosh .. I know his name :D Its Khalid :D Hahahaha I know I stalk him too much . but well, it was accidently laaa . Today Im working at kopie 1 cause my brother off . So i took his place . plus , today has a match ManU Vs Chelsea . So there are lot of people here . So when the break time . He went to the toilet . and I was quickly hiding myself :p but at the same time I curi2 tgk him la :p and he's wearing Man U t-shirt and at the back of it ada tulis KHALID 7 .. Awwwww his name is KHALID !!! HAHAHA So i terus skype-ing with bella and tell about it . HAHAHA . I WAS FREAKING HAPPY . well, actuallly i supposed to not see him again . but well yeaaah :D my bad ! HAHA Plus he didnt see me .. so , its enough for me :D THATS ALL I WANT :) but he makin hot laaa . No doubt :P So , me and bella also wanted to do same as him .. We want to find our favourite football team name and put our name behind :D

Yeah today me and bella did a crazy thing . and it was pierced our ears !! HAHAH I think this is all my idea . Im the one who ask bella to pierced our ears ..actually we want to but we scared . Scared of pain . Because Bella had pierced her ears but the hole already closed cause she complaint that it was really pain ! But when I asked other people , they said the pain just someone pinch you and the pain will reduce by it self . So yeaaah , we meet up at pyramid around 6pm cause Bella finish her college on that time . So , we were like are you ready to do this ?!?! and we were laughing like shit and keep walking at the shop .. Hahaha . Actually I want her to do first but then she doesnt want to .. So , yeaaah , Im the 1st .. I keep asking that person so many questions. HAHA . When she tembak on my ears . I picit bella's hand as strong as i can And awwwwww she gives me the spirit !! yeaah it was a bit pain . But the pain keep reduce and I didnt complaint . And bella still not changed her mind -.- she doesnt want to pierced because she scared ? So , I motivated her and finally she willing to do this !! Yes ! Hallelujah!! HAHAHA .. So, we came back to the shop and she did !! yeaaaay bella did pierced her ears !! I mean WE finally pierced our ears :D And bella said it doesnt pain as much as before :D Wohooooooo! yeaaah we face our fierce !! :DD

Well, lets see . Hmmmph I dont know why I suddenly want to pierce my ears ? I know im lame and yeah im 18 . HAHAH . I think because of what i dreamt yesterday . Yeah , I look good on it . Plus maybe i want to try something new ? Something that i scared of ? I dont know when I want to pierce my ear. I told bella about it . maybe she thought i was playing around ? ahahaha but seriously laaaa . I feel like to pierce my ears . Maybe tmmrw I'll do with bella.. Just maybe .. or Maybe Zayn influenced me a lot hahaha :D

Yes , he gave me butterflies ! I can feel the stomach pain after I saw him . just now . its not that I want to constipate but I just couldnt describe how butterflies am I right now . He wore green shirt . I swear to God that I hope he didnt see me . Well, actually Im at Kopie 1 replace my brother because he has a futsal competition . So I've been here for 3 days . and today is the last day for this week .I think he saw me but i quickly hide myself . I was praying that I will not meet him for this 3 days or even forever . Yes I Really Mean it . I dont know why . I feel really low self esteem when he's around . I feel shy , nervous , speechless, breathless , parkinson aka shaking :p maybe because of his look . Really aroggant but i dont thing that is a majot factor . Well, hmmmph let's see . Maybe because he has a lot of friend ? I mean everyone knows him ? *sigh* i just dont know . Well maybe because I dont deserve him . Yes , That's the answer that im looking for . I.Just.Dont.Deserve.Him. I do feel like to run away from him . By the way , Why am i fall in love with him ? Why do i crush on him ? Why him ? Why am I always meet him? Why ? and Why ? You know what ? Love is the most confusing of all feelings because it can be infatuation and can hurt alot of people feelings especially if it is unrequited . but sometimes i feel love is amazing when two people share it. I dont want to get hopes too high because if I did Im gonna take the risk . And i really dont wanna get hurt . I know how it feel . My friends does . I learnt from them :) You know what ? I think Im scared . I scared of love . I dont have a pretty face to make someone easily fall in love with me . I hate to make first move . Yes ! I Do Really Hate it . because I did my first move when my friend told me to do that . and it was freaking embrassing myself . And now I dont wanna to do over again . like seriously dude !

So today I went to watch The Smurfs with Amani and Bella :) Actually we want to watch hantu bonceng ! HAHHA . So The Smurfs was an awesome movie ! really cute and funny . I think the funny is Gargamel and Azrael ! haha . At first , as we entered the theatre we sat according to out tickets number . Then , came a couple sat in front of the end of our row . So, I was made jokes with bella and amani and then I didnt realised that the guy was looking at us until Amani told me . And then we laughed again he looked at us . And I was watafak ? the movie havent start yet la mangkuk ! and then he gave his sweater to his gf laaa . Then , Amani said soo poyoo ! hahaha . but sweet apa ! hahaha but he memang kecoh ! pandang plak ! curi air karang ! HAHAHA but the movie was going well ! even though i dont know the story of smurfs , their history all that stuff but after watched this movie , I understood a little bit . and the ate at chicken rice shop . Then went to toy r us !! oh god , we saw The Smurfs !!!! only papa , clumsy and janggut perang . haha i dont know what his name je yg ada ! and and and not forget about Gargamel and his cat !!! hahahaha Then we took pictures with giant clumsy and amani is going to edit the picture soon and we were so lucky . We didnt get caught by the workers . hahaha and then we walk around laughing like orang gilak . end

Happy Eid Mubarak everyone ! i know im kinda late .. yeaaah . no internet in kampung -.- So, lets talk about raya !! Hmmm what am i doing this raya ? well, on first raya all the abangs and kakaks kedai came to my house for raya . every year always like that . It was like a tradisi for us .So the early in the morning , I followed my dad and my brother to the mosque for sembahyang sunat raya .. without my mum . cause she's period -.- hahaha . After the solat , When I was walking I saw him . He look really cute on his jubah ! Awwww . haha Then I just looked away quickly . :) So , on the 2nd raya we went to Melaka ! woohooo . we went early . about 6am ? hell yeaaah ! so , we brought 2 cars . BMW and Myvi . Me and my older brother in myvi and others are in BMW . Actually it was fun laaa ! I was karoeke with my brother in the car . hahaha he drove all the way . so yeaaaah :) This year raya was quite fun cause all my dad's sibling came back home at the same day ! and I play with my cousin's daughters 24/7 . hahaha . They all damn cute ! and smart ! haha the best part is all of them are pelat . and Sometimes when I spoke to them . I become pelat also . hahaha . We be in Melaka for 3 days ! hell yeaaah ! haha . Oh yes , I ate lemang every day and every night ! and it was amazing . Lemang is more nicer than ketupat ! hahaa I know it is expensive ! haha so what ?! at least sedap di makan . Then we went to bandar raya melaka ! And my dad rent a suite hotel for us ! Awww so sweet . I love the suite ! super niceee ! Then went to the mahkota mall and watch movie with my brothers . hahaa . after that Went back to sunway at Friday's night !! wohoooooo ! Seriously , I feel Sunway is the best place ever ! :DDD