YESTERDAY i went to Pasar seni with my husband :p hahaha because he wants to buy new clothes and shoes and some coat. Seriously , I never been there at all . so i took this opportunity and see what is pasar seni is about . oh wait actuallyI've been there when i teman zayn go to his embancy . so yeah :) But seriously , Pasar seni is fucking amazing :) ahhaa you know why ? Let me tell you . Can u imagine converse shoes only cost bout rm10 . I know it doesn't have any brand name but still it really nice and great ! And Zayn bought 3 shoes :) hahaha and 4 shirts and 1 pant . We are laughing like hell because actually Zayn want to but only 1 pair of shoes 1 coat .. but then HAHAHAHA and I also say to him when I shopping with Aishah at times square also did a same thing to me . And then we went back to sunway around 7pm like that . Then we chilling out in front the kopie satu . when im online suddenly this guy well, he is just my friend and Zayn's enemy . Well, not really enemy but its more into frienemy . So he just chat with me say hi hi then suddenly he asked where is Waqas and I said yeah he with me then he said oh he is my best friend and also he is a nice boy . Suddenly, I show that IM to Zayn then suddenly Zayn type LATER WE WILL SEE AND FUCK U REALLY . then I was like what the hell are u doing ?!?!?! then he suddenly angry oh yeah before that one person name Adnan called him . I don't know what he wants from Zayn but they are speaking in Urdu . so I don't really understand . so suddenly Zayn throw his phone on the floor !! yes he did ! and I was really shocked . If u know me , im type of person who cannot hear something that loud that can me shocked because my chest will extremely pain . When its pain, i will cry . So when he threw his phone . i said to him why u throw your phone . Suddenly , his friend Taj coming then Zayn speak urdu and he looks really angry and Taj just calm . Then , zany just go at internet cafe where his frienemy is . Then I know they will fight . but I don't know then suddenly all the pakistan people like gathering i don't know about what but i think about Zayn . Then , suddenly Zayn came then he said to me im sorry im busy just now . So I didn't talk to him . Then , he just pretend smiling and said funny things to me but i still ignore him because that time im really angry with him because I said to him what happen ? then he just simply said NOTHING . Yeah , how i feel man !?!?! Then he get up then suddenly i don't where he go . And I really fed up I just inside kopie sauté and sit with Amy . When I asked Taj what happen ?? then Taj also said i don't know . Sometimes he acts like little boy u know ? sometimes he cannot control is anger . So , suddenly his frienemy's friend online , Tanveer , he said to me what happen ? I said what ? i don't what is going on ? can u tell me please ? then he said no vicky and rizwan fight . only fight talk . vicky said to rizwan why u chat with kaka ? why u said i am ur best friend ? why? then i said but why ? C'mon la he dent do anything wrong okay ?!?! then suddenly Zayn came and said to me what wrong with u blablablablablaaaa then i said I cannot talk with u im angry with u so can u go now ? then he said no cannot i want to stay here with u please ? im sorry …. so suddenly I don't know why im crying . im crying in front of him and Amy .. so I just asked him to leave and just go back home . So he just go . Then i also go home .. Then when im at home . im super upset dude . thank god i have my brother Amy . we just play some games and do some stupid things and he make me smile again . then suddenly I think about Zayn . why he didn't call me ? Then I just realized I didn't bring my phone along with me . So when I go my room . I see 5 missed call from him . So when I call him , he off his phone . I try and try and try until i got him . So when we talked on the phone he is crying and also me . So i said to him why u didn't go ur home? he said its raining so i cant go home . So i said to him i pick u up. but he said its okay im fine . That is sooo bullshit . suddenly , my mum ask me to buy something at my way so this is my chance. So yes did pick him up and send him home . When I already arrived at rizwan condo then I said to him okay u may leave now . Then he said are u angry with me ? I said no , im not . Suddenly , he open the topic he tell everything why he is soooo angry then he said this is not rizwan fault . this is Adnan . then he tell me everything . he said everyone cheated him . when he did a nice thing to other person why other person didn't appreciate what he have done ? when his friends need money , he will give and never expect him to pay him back unless they have money to pay . he said why people backstabbed him ? He miss his all pakistani real friend . all of them call him everyday and care about him . why his pakistani guy in malaysia not like them . so he really stressed ! and crying . im also crying . and yeah when he fight talk with rizwan suddenly police came and asked why are u fighting then the police just slap Zayn face and kick Zayn's legs and punch his face ! when I heard that OMG , im soooooo crying . I just don't understand what the fuck is the police man problem ? why he just suddenly touch someone ? can u just use ur mind and settle this down without touching people . You know what ? that is why I hate police !! i just hate police because it has relationship with my family . because of police my family almost break up .. because of police !!!!! im really crying together with Zayn . Then he told me everyone said that why he couple with me because Zayn just want my money because im a rich girl . Eyh , come on laaa !! you don't know Zayn . you don't know his family . but then u just simply say like that . oh i hate people who judge the book by its cover .. memamng pukimak kot . let me tell u something . Zayn is actually quite a rich boy . his father is a successful business man in Lahore . His mum didn't work at all . And how come zayn come to Malaysia without money . Plus , he also study here and also didn't work at all in malaysia . So how he can get the money ? by his parents right ? So , he already rich so why he wants my money ? eh please i don't have money . my father have a lot of money if he wants money then he can just go straight flirt with my father laaaa . and also he said all people jealous with him . I don't know laaa ! im feel like he is the one for me . he is my mr right . he said to me all people said why u choose a fat girl ? u just want her money right ? u doesn't love her . I know … then zany just shut his mouth . he don't want make any trouble . so Zayn said to me you think money is love ? but its not for me . I hate money . because of money all people are fighting . I love you because when I see you on the first time . My heart said you are the one for me . and I also don't know you are a daughter of bidara until i know u better . i love you because you accept me as your boyfriend and also your partner of your life . Im very thankful to have you . I love you because i never cheat on you . If i did i will do long time ago already . I love you because you are really sweet and nice girl . you always be with me whenever im happy sad or angry . you are the one who makes me to stay alive . for example like now , you drop me . why ? because u care about me . u want me to safe be at home . and thats why I love you more and more . My love to you never be less . Im really touched when he said me like that . He is crying when he said me .. I said to him why are u crying in front of me ? and he said because I know you always be with me until my last breath and thats why im not shamed to cry in front of you because i know you are the girl that im looking for of my life …… im very lucky to have him and im not wrong . We cry for an hour . then I decide to go back home . and he also already calm . and both of us go our own home .