Today i think im very happy . and also first day of my fasting replacement . and our 6 weeks and the date is 20.11.2011 ! NICE :) I don't know why im very calm today . Oh yeah yesterday im really angry with zayn right ? Then in the morning he called me 15 times . Hahaha and then i think he gave up and i just gave ??? to him and around 15mins like that he called me and I pon jual la mahal hahaa and he keeps say sorry and aku pon apa lag termakan la kata2 dia . hahaha :) So , at night im working at byway and guess what ? he accompany me until 4am . Awwww :') All his friends already go back home . but he doesn't want to . He wants to be with me :') and we talk about our future . Bahahaha . And he said he never leave me . I am his 1st real love . If he leaves me then he said he will take a knife and kill himself . and I said no way ! and he said he will never leave me if he wants to go pakistan he will ask my permission . And he face really serious . I never see his face like that . and then he wants to marry me next year . And I was like gila apa ?! too early and too young and he just simply said so what ? Did Islam said we cannot marriage in early age ? But Islam said you must marriage early so that both of us can be legally in relationship and also be husband and wife and we can do anything we want . :) So awwwww . but the thing is you need have a fix job . and i also want to finish my study first . and he said if u want to study okay its fine . I wont disturb you . but i really really want to marry with you . and u know what ? Im just speechless ! i don't know what kind of words to make him understand that marriage is not easy as he thought . but he is right too . I do want an illegal relationship :) But for me its really funny marriage in early age because I still remember when me and my friends hang out and pointed to each other who is going to marrried first … HAHAHAHA . So while he company me in my way came one chinese guy . he said aiyooooo take habis2 dating ka ? and I said haha mestilah ! then he said to zany eyh , you tak kerja ka ? you tunggu girlfriend you ka ? soo sweet .! eyh Ini boyfriend kamu ka ? he asked me . and I said no laa he is my uncle ?! and he said waaaah , your uncle banyak handsome ! romantic lagi ! ahahah then he keep ask zany you take kerja ka ? then i said eyh , dia take boleh cakap bahasa Melayu laa . and he said oh really ? then he asked was where do from la where do u study laa apa laa. and he asked me so u also foreigner ? then I said to him mana ada laa im local ! Saya boleh cakap bahasa malaysia okay ! then he said foreigner also can speak malay what ? but u really look like foreigner u got mix ke ? and i said yeah i got mix mat salleh . ada mcm mat salleh tak ? then he laughed and said yeaah ada sikit laaa .. hidung you ada sikit .. And i was like kepala hotak kau ! hahaha and all of us laughed :) and that is the funniest moment of the day . ahahaha :) and oh yeah u know what ? when zayn come to my way , he suddenly gave me a white and red roses . and I was like what is this ?! and he said this is for you jan :) Im sorry :) i love you :) and I said Awwwwwwwww :') hahahaaaaa he reallly sweet ! ILOVEYOUMUHMMADWAQAS :)