All i do is crying inside my heart . I love you . I will never leave you . I dont give a fuck to people who said that we never be together for such a long time . I will prove them are abfucksolutely wrong . Im sorry for what happened . I love you . All i need is you . But what can I do ? All I do is crying . i dont have a strong heart . I know you have it :) I will stay with you forever . This is my promise to you . I know my father didnt accept you . But i know Allah will open his heart . But I dont know when . We just wait and see :) you know what ? If im brave enough , i will run away from this situation . Go far far far away from my family . I want to go a place that no body know me .I know I cant run from this things . But what can i do ? You ask me to be patient and relax ? I know Allah will help me someday . Allah tak pernah menguji hamba nya lebih daripada kemampuan hambaNya sendiri . For now , Im just redha what is happen . I know you will help me Allah . Allah tak pernah berhenti untuk menguji hambaNya . Dan juga aku takkan pernah mengalah untuk menerima ujianNya