Startin from today InsyaAllah I will post whatever i do in my daily life so that my bie can read what I do and I hope he will know everything i do and not feel far away from me :) So today I send him to airport cause something happen last 4 days ago .. so we decided to send him to go back his country . i know its hard for me and also him but Im sure his mum will take care of him very well . and also i know his mum very miss him a lot . So thats why i let him go . So before going to airport we went to pasar seni buy a lot of things ! with arslan and also rizwan . Then about 12 o clock . we straight away go to airport . and i think i took a wrong road cause I feel like why there is no sign board that tell KLIA . Then , I have a fight with waqas . haaaaaaaaaaaa . miss him damn much right now . then, when we arrived at airport , we only spend time 2 hours cause arslan and rizwan want to go back . what the fuck ? i want to spend my last time with my bie . then I cant control myself and also him :'( Both of us crying like a movie . haha Its very hard to let him go . Now im waiting for his call ! why he didnt call me yet . now almost 11.37pm im still waiting for him . i dont know why my heart feel so diffrent feel pain feel something weird after he go back his country . I think im already miss him . But i promise him one thing . InsyaAllah i will do prayers 5 times . now im trying . he said also wearing jubah . I said huh ? how can ? wait la slowly slowly . no fast fast . haha But if i married with him and that time we at saudia arab then i will wear okay sayang .? how can i sleep right now if he didnt call me .. Please baby , I want to hear ur voice . I miss you .