Im waiting for him to call me but unfortunately , Im the on who called him around 3pm i think . at first i called his mum's num because i dont know which number he using now . but suddenly one guy pick up the phone . then , i tried call the 2nd number for 3 times but he didnt pick up . and i said to myself . oh maybe he busy and also happy .. Its okay . i dont mind . if he happy then im also happy . He said he just came out from the court because got something to do with his chota brother . I think he probably hang out with his friends all the time and of course he did . 2 years didnt chilling with his friends there . But when he said to his friends he calling a friend . oh now i am your friend la ? Okay la .. If u say like this that what can i do right ? haha I am everyday thinking about him even today dreaming about him ! haha . you see ? how much i miss you Waqas :) And Alhamdulillah now im already started pray for 5 times and I didnt go out like i used to go with waqas here and there. after college i just stay at my room . sometimes online sometimes sleeping . I feel like i dont have any good life when he go . I didnt talk with anyone today because i dont feel like i want to talk . there is nothing to talk about with people who doesnt care about my life .