"This is myLIFE Don't Judge it"
8:03 PM
8:03 PM
Thursday, March 1, 2012
Why ? why nobody cant feel how i feel right now ! why am i freaking stress ! why ! why life is getting harder now ! why ? why no body cant even understand me right now !! what kind of life do i have ! i bet ur life is more 100x times better than me. why i need to cry everyday ! why i need to be angry everyday why ! i cant do anything ! why i dont have so much of money so that i can run away easily . WHY ! why when im wake up from sleep i hope my life would be better but why not even 1 second i feel so peace ! when only i read Al-quran then i feel so calm . when i pray i can feel that Allah always hear me . but im just human . very weak human. im not strong enough to handle all this situation by myself . why ? why all my friends have a nice family , have nice parents who always support them , who always spend time with them . but why i feel my family is so fake even this is my real family. but why ? sometimes im really jealous with all my friends because they have nice family . I wish i was them . but why in my family every person do their own thing. i feel so alone now